Recent thoughts and musings have led to only one conclusion: if I’m not happy with how my life is right now it’s up to me to change it. Me and me alone.
So I will. And it’ll be tough. It’ll be exhausting, but also very exciting and exhilarating.
At least that’s how I imagine it will be. I tend to romanticise life, so we will see how I talk about this in a couple of months.
For now I will take on new projects. I don’t really know what I’m doing but I’ll figure it out and learn as I go.
I don’t need anyone. And while I, like everybody else in this world, craves company, I will not let myself be held back by the lack of it.
I’ll go my own way. Kinda. I hope.
Who knows what will come of it but at least I tried. At least I was brave. At least I dared doing what many others don’t.